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Well, i made a decision, but i’m not that sure of it, after few days after getting back with my old girlfriend. I’m almost sure it won’t last more than few weeks. Mostly because it seems that…she still couldn’t get over me fucking that other girl, and probably me still thinking of how good she was fucking me.

But, the new year will arrive with me with my old girlfriend, and with the other girl fucking that italian dude. And this is how it’s going to be for some days from now, but i don’t know for how long.

After being able to refuse pussy, and trust me, it took a lot of self-discipline, I finally decided that i wanted to spend my life with the one i already spent 2 years of it. And, after spending more than 1 day acting like 2 lovebirds, after 4 hours of both being alone, she called me telling me she doesn’t want to continue. And no, i didn’t believe her, so i got to her and put her to tell me the same shit live. And, surprisingly, she did the same. And this happen in 4 hours of being without me, and after that day spent together, and after few more days spent together, and few messages that showed exactly the opposite of her decision.

And funny part is that although i’m still shaking from every nerve i have, i’d still accept her…now, today. Unfortunately, it’s not going to last that long…and when it’s going to be finished..this state of mine, she will wake up calling me…i think. But, i won’t be able to help her then. I’ll try to do everything to stop shaking and stop thinking of all the things she told me last night, and ..stop thinking about her and what we could have done together.

Too bad it ended like this…..

Yesterday i had in mind to stop a relationship that i know it’s bad for me, and it’s going to get worse. Worse because i’ll start to like being with that girl, and unfortunately, she likes fucking some other dude in another country too. Which sucks, of course. So, i suggested to her last night that we should split now, before it’s too fucking late, and leave her the fuck alone to figure out which one of 2 she wants.

Well, mission failed. We ended up talking, kissing and fucking till 3 a.m. Ain’t this a bitch?? Why can’t i refuse pussy??

Few days ago i received a funny e-mail. Something about a husband and wife..and related to their sex life. Kind of a joke or something. Very funny. But, at the end of the e-mail, there was this stupid ass thing that ..if you don’t send it to 7 people, u won’t have good luck in your love life, and if you read it on monday, some shit will happen, and all kind of this crap. And then, i noticed the subject of the e-mail, it started with “Fw: Fw: …” and so on, around 5 forwards. And then i looked at the headers of the 5 forwards: 5 women sending this e-mail to 7 people…actually…4, i guess the 5th wanted some extra luck in her love life and she sent it to 8 people.

Well, i don’t belive in coincidences. So, how can u be that stupid and belive that if u’re not sending some bits over the internet, u won’t have good luck in your love life? Daaamn…