bullshit week…
A lot of shitty things made me really depressed. Money i have to give to banks….Blood coming out of my nose every day…Some people telling me they want me to make some sites…but didn’t decide yet…no news about my re-evaluation..Well i have 2 loans in 2 banks. I wanted this year to get rid of one of them. But looks like i have to give them around $3000 to finish my loan…well..which is really hard to make actually. And i thought that if i’m making any money from those sites, i’ll give them all to that bank so i’ll finish this loan earlier than the end of this year…and still have money for school (which i intend to finish next year), certifications (CCNA), my summer vacation….well…all this with my salary…oh..and the second load payment, of course..
But for now, no news about those sites…Some dude here in my office promised me one day that he’ll get me some tasty mustard that he found in a supermarket. And he actually did…2 days ago. I kept laughing for like 10 minutes….i couldn’t believe it. But the mustard wasn’t that good as he said…anyway…that make me forget about my depressive state of mind.
The blood thing…well…it happens almost every morning when blowing my nose. Today was different. Happened once while blowing my nose, second time while taking a shit, 3rd time while watching tv. I’ve seen enough blood for today…and decided to see my doctor…but not when i needed him, but when he’s available to the public, meaning 3.30pm. Which means i’m gonna leave work at 2:30pm and go see him…and then go to a hospital or something. We’ll see…
