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I was supposed to start programming in Visual Studio 2008 in my little vacation. Not much…but just to start something. Turns out i’m too tired and lazy for that. So…maybe in a couple of days when my body will start rejecting alcoohol, maybe then i’ll be able to start programming. Till then….

Just like in the Redman skit i have….Well…last night i tried to get high as a muthafucka. With Christmas and all that shit, seemed like a good idea. Bullshit thing. Actually didn’t work. Didn’t feel anything. Just drunk from all that Alexandrion running in my blood, but nothing else. I think maybe i’ll try again for my birthday, but that’s gonna be in June.

We had plans for tequilla last night, but we had this last minute mind change and forget about that. What we did for Christmas?…well…eat and drink…a lot. She has been eating home, where we both live, i’ve been eating at my place, at my parents house. I guess tequilla time is gonna be tonight….

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this is the status on yahoo messenger of most people at work. The one who invented this should be proud to see that so much people is using his/her status.

I finally got my salary last night, after a day delay, but we still had money so, they could delay the salary till…let’s say monday, but not later than monday. Fortunately for me, i got them yesterday. Yesterday…was a tough day for my car. Its battery just got fucked. Well..that was easy to accomplish. I went to the bank to take some cards in the lunch break from work, and when i returned to work, i forgot the lights on. When i finished my work at 6 pm, went to this…improvised parking lot, and saw my car with the lights on. First i thought it was robbed and shit…but turns out that the car was locked…and that i just forgot the lights on. Well..first thing..turn the lights off…and after about 5 mins, i tried to start the car. Shit…the car was dead…no battery. I tried calling friends and relatives, but no one available or didn’t have power cords to power up my car. So i called a collegue from work….he didn’t have power cords either….damn…but he calls me back in 2 minutes telling me that the IT manager, my boss, has the things i needed to power up my car. So..back to work, wait for him to pack things up…went to his car…then went to mine. Then turned off his car, put the cables in place, start his car….the…finally start mine. We left them with the cables about 5 minutes, then disconnected the cables. Well..the car was running, but i stayed another 5 minutes to charge the battery for more, cause i was scared that if the car was stopping, i couldn’t bring it back to life. So…5 minutes for recharging, then start the lights and shit…and drive to the bank to suck up my card.

So that was yesterday….Today…got up at around 6 am…got to work at around 7:30am….and now i’m waiting to 4pm…when i’m gonna take my ass home…

Yeah…i’m calm. Not giving a fuck about the past anymore…looking to the future. And in the near future i can easily see my cock sucked tonight. Although i’m trying not to let crying affect me, well…it does. And seeing her crying last night didn’t make me feel any better…neither she crying in the toilet room at work. So it’s better to just let it go….

And it’s about my girlfriend…Maybe i’m sick, cause it’s not related to our 11 months relationship, it’s related to a period before this. Actually…a few months before our relationship.

As some of you might remember, when we started our relationship…i mean..a few months later, we were in a club…and after a few more beers than usual she started telling me she want us to be together since 2006 summer, when we were supposed to go together to the seaside. Unfortunately, my girlfriend back then, a lying bitch, suddenly remembered about me and we were to the seaside all 3 of us. The thing was that my current girlfriend who wanted us to be together back then, didn’t give me any sign of her intentions. No kissing, no fucking…just usual beers and hugs probably. And from usual beers and hugs she wanted me to guess what the fuck was going on in her mind. Ok. But..last night…she told me about this gipsy-Brad Pitt kind of guy, which she only saw..2 maximum 3 times. And guess what?…their tongues were together longer than they were. So here it is…she mets this Brad Pitt and stick her tongue in his throat probably the first meeting of those 3, but she knows me for like..12 years, and no tongue inside my throat…but i should realize that she wants to be with me. And later i started thinking how many nationalities her tongue licked in a 1 or 2 or..maximum 3 meetings relationships before me, but she didn’t licked me, knowing me for half of her life. And then we fucked till 2 am…so i’m kinda sleepy and shit…i just wanna hide somewhere and take a 2 hours nap. Should be better than a blowjob.

And the bullshit thought in my mind is about that gipsy Brad Pitt sticking his tongue in her throat..That’s all i can think of my girlfriend now. I know that somewhere in my thought there’s something sick about them, because she was not with me and all that. But not being with the gipsy dude didn’t stopped her in sticking her tongue in his throat…fuck…i have to stop thinking about this….last night i even thought about moving from her apartment…about making a copy of the key from her apartment…and come earlier from work, take all my stuff and move…don’t know where though, probably my parents or something.

Ok…so …i have to..somehow forget all about last night…and move on…but now i can’t…i need some brain washing machine..

Good example. I wanted tonight a song of Guns n Roses called “you could be mine”, the one from “terminator 2″ movie. Ok. I was too lazy to install some dc++ client on my vista, so i ask a girl who usually use this junk, and find me the song. I specify that i want 192 or more kbps bitrate. Ok…so she sends me the song. Nice song, the one i wanted…but 128kbps. Ok. I ask again…but for a larger file…largest in the search within dc++ client. Ok..she sends me a 192 kbps version of LIVE CONCERT guns n roses. And the she went to sleep.

So i decided to install a dc++ client on my vista and start searching for the song i wanted but the highest bitrate. So..now in my winamp 2.81 list (the version that rulez, the last withOUT video support) i have 3 “you could be mine” songs:
1. original song at 128 kbps
2. live concert at 192kbps
3. my version (the one i found) – original song at 256kbps

Well..didn’t go as planned. It was waaaaay different than i thought. It was like this. First…i e-mailed HR about my salary renegociation. No answer! Secondly i e-mailed HR with CC to the manager over eastern europe. Answer: It’s not HR who raise salary, IT manager should propose this and then we can raise your salary. Umm…ok…then thirdly…I forward HR e-mail to the IT manager, and replied to HR e-mail telling them it’s not the IT manager who told me about renegociation every 6 months, HR did. But nevermind that. Fourthly..IT manager told me that IT department evaluation will take place at the beginning of January 2008, and then we’ll talk about the salary. So this is how they get a delay.

First snow. Yeap, yesterday night it snowed in Bucharest. It was that first snowing with big snowflakes…looked beautiful. Unfortunately, it wasn’t cold enough outside and when the snowflakes touched the ground, they turned into water, so this morning the only snow i could see was on my car…and actually..on every car in the city..

I don’t watch TV that much. But sometimes, i find something that keeps me in front of the TV every day/episode/week..whatever. Something like that is a series called Californication, with David Duchovny, the one who played Mulder in X-Files. I watched the first 6 episodes on HBO, and the rest of them i got from torrents. I got from 7 to 12, 6 episodes, all left from the 1st serie. So, what can i say…it’s the best series i watched since Stargate SG-1, of course, not the same SF type, it’s more like …combined comedy and drama. Anyway..i’d recommend everyone to watch this series, it’s great!!

I like this 12.12 thing. I like symetric things i guess…i don’t know.

The russian girl, Maria, is not talking to me for a reason…it’s just that she was getting bored talking to the same people every day. Good thing is what i’m saying now doesn’t offend her like it used to do…and i’m kinda ignoring her and what she’s saying. Actually, we’re not talking that much. Something around 10 minutes/day. Not much, considering we were talking all day long when we were at work…a few months ago. But i think it’s better this way. I don’t give a fuck about her, she doesn’t give a fuck about me, just cheap chat.

Today i discovered that Active Directory can hold an address book accessible by Mozilla Thunderbird. This mail client even supports filters in the query of LDAP Active Directory. And now i’m trying to build an unified address book for the whole company. Actually..i’m trying to test the way it works, not to add the whole company to my address book. That’s a helpdesk job, not mine.

Hope you like this new theme. And if u don’t, i suggest that u get used to it, cause for the moment i like it, meaning that i’m not going to change it for some time…The music is off…although i liked it, but many people told me it’s annoying..my custom sidebar is off..maybe someday i’ll add all the content from the previous theme but that’s gonna happen later, when i get used to this theme..

This weekend after i’m gonna go to my brother’s father-in-law to wash my car, i’m gonna post some pics with my new car….first pics actually..I wanna make these pics cause in a few months i wanna “pimp my ride”…not much, just lil things…that are going to cost me somewhere around 500E.

I installed pidgin for 2 days, and i’ve noticed this annoying thing. Yahoo plugin showed names instead of yahoo IDs. Yahoo messenger has this option of that u wanna see…names or IDs. Ok..so i’ve looked in all options and i didn’t see any. Ok..so they have this support…submit ticket thing…that actually, i’ve set one like that for my company, and it’s called trac. But nevermind that…i’ve put a ticket with my annoying problem…and this is what they replied:

Changes (by rekkanoryo):
* status: new => closed
* resolution: => worksforme
* component: Yahoo! => pidgin (gtk)

Comment:

There is no such option. I doubt we would add one.

Ok…so fuck pidgin!! I’m gonna try the old miranda IM to see if it has more options than this pidgin shit.

Ok..i had this white/gray theme for a long time now. It’s time to change. Tonight i’m gonna search for some new themes, maybe something will turn me on

So..6 months has passed since i got hired here, and as i remember, the girl from HR told me something about salary renegociation at every 6 months. So today i decided to e-mail HR about my salary raise….no reply yet.

And i thought about bringing my laptop at work, cause i fucking hate the way my computer works. I mean..c’mon, my laptop runs really fast, much faster than this bullshit computer. Plus…i have all kinds of cracked software on my laptop, and i don’t have to mind about licenses and all that shit. But i think it depends on this salary raise. If they will raise my salary, let’s say they deserve for me to take my laptop every day from home to work and from work to home. But if not…job sites are still working…

So it’s tuesday…and so many days till friday.. Last night i had this….surprise. This russian girl i used to talk started chatting again with me. We stopped talking cause at a point of our online relationship, everything i said offended her. So the best decision was to stop talking to her….and of course, delete her from my phone, messenger lists…for me to completely forget about her.

Anyway…last night she started talking like nothing happened, like…she kinda misses me…online, of course. She told me she’s close to a divorce…that she “broke up” with another online relationship…she even asked me if i want her.. ..want her to…do what?…I know she’s scared about being alone, but i’m not an option…Oh…she told me she doesn’t fuck anyone now….not her husband and not someone else…well, that’s too bad, considering that she loved being throat fucked, ass fucked…and so on.

Last night i was talking to a friend about Toughbook…which can be found here. Well…this is a nice laptop..which can me thrown, washed, crashed…It’s not like i’m gonna buy a laptop to drive my car on it…or wash it…but good thing is that this one resists to heavy treatment..You can search on youtube for “toughbook”. I found a movie where some guys actually drive a car over this laptop..

A new week of work. Tomorrow i’m gonna send that message to people in charge here about my renegociation of my salary…today i’m still silent about that.

So…about the weekend. Saturday when i wanted to take my girlfriend from work i found the left mirror of my car broken and i had to fix it before driving to her work place. I met this friend who has this girl in his apartment which actually is a whore but looks pretty nice and i put him to ask “how much for a threesome?”…and yesterday told me it’s for nothing cause she’s living in his apartment, and we’re friends and all that shit, so next weekend there are big chances for me and my girlfriend to fuck her …for a looong time.

It was a weekend full of pussy…or at least…enough for me. We fucked twice on saturday and 3 times on sunday. And this morning she told me she misses my cock…so i guess we’ll have to fuck again..

Umm..what else?..Oh..yesterday i watched 2 movies. First..was a german/romanian movie. It was about this cock loving bitch romanian girl, who worked in a romanian printing company..and she was a secretary, and of course, being fucked by her 50..or more years old boss (she was around 25-30). Thing was that the boss bought a german printer and hired some german technician to set that printer up. Unfortunaltely, his bitch secretary fell in love with the german technician. So, this bitch was fucking both the german technician and romanian boss at the same time, probably telling both how sweet is the taste of their cocks. Now, she decides to marry the german guy. But of course, romanian boss was angry for not having that to fuck at work anymore. So he gets angry, and he does everything possible for them to break appart. Ok. But they still wanna get married. So the boss comes to her wedding, with a gun, he has this bullshit speech about how much he loves to fuck the future bride, and then shots himself. Nothing unbelievable till now, right? Well, here comes the part unbelievable to me. After he gets shot, by himself, he’s dragged to his SUV by his bodyguard, but…guess what?…the future bride comes to the SUV, gets in it, and she’s going with that fucker to the hospital. So…what the fuck?..You’re telling this dude how much you like german sperm, but you go with the old dude in his SUV? Anyway…at the end, she realized how good is a 50 or more years old cock…and sent the german dude back to his country. Bullshit movie…

The other movie was a lot more interesting…but not interesting to talk about.

Another thing..i had this filipino obsession in my messenger list. It was such a big obsession, that i seriously thought of getting to Philippines just to meet her, and even find a job there. Well…she got angry for me not helping her with something, cause i had this crazy night at work, being here till around 3am…But she didn’t understand this..and she started getting invisible to me. Well…i kinda sort things out…or helped..I erased myself from her list, erased her from my list, and put her on ignore list. So i guess she’s not my asian obsession anymore…

Ok…so getting back to work…enough thoughts written today..

So..friday. Last working day of this week. Why my clock doesn’t show 6pm already? …guess this is not my lucky day. 6 more hours till weekend begins. Any i’m almost sleeping with my eyes opened. My girlfriend too. We call each other every hour to make sure the other one is not sleeping at work. Was a really busy night last night. We know this place where we drink beer and eat fish with garlic…so we went there. Ordered the fish, drink the beer before the order came…and during the fish experience.. then we thought..”wtf, a wine will be excelent right now”, ok…so we ordered a bottle of wine. Red wine. Nice…we finished this bottle. “what do we do next?..go home or another bottle?”…well..we thought another bottle will be just yummy…so we ordered the second bottle. We left that place around 12am. We got home…after a few minutes i found on the table in the living room 2 glasses with wine…”how the fuck did those get there?…umm…i don’t know…but let’s drink”…so we did…then we fucked…then her mom got home so we stopped fucking…but at least she had her orgasm. I went to open the door, cause it was locked while my girlfriend was regaining her strengths..and after that we drank some more wine…and finally fucked her after awhile to have my orgasm too.

So we slept at around 1am. And now we’re sleeping. But although we’re both sleeping…or really really close of that…we’re both thinking of the fuck we’re going to have when we get home. Now…isn’t that sweet?

Ok…now let’s get back to work. I have to make this $10.000 for this database server. Well…$10.000-$15.000 …that’s the minimum and maximum i have to use for this.

So it’s thursday…
The server which is in place for the old one works great. Had this little problems yesterday with everybody not knowing what happened…and some problems with Thunderbird mail client which stopped recognizing mail folders and mail filters, but after a little workaround on this problem, everything looks normal now…and of course, my phone stopped ringing.. So tuesday night, when i was here replacing and testing till 3am, was a well spent time here.

A few days ago, IT manager here told us we should be dressed like…”business” on thursday (today) cause some italian television will come and get some interview from our manager (the italian one). The problem is …that after the last wedding i attended to, i decided it was the last time wearing my only suite, cause i’m kinda too big for that suit. It was bought a few years ago, but i got heavier…and larger, of course. Which means that i couldn’t get “business” for today at work…which means i’m in the same casual clothes as every day work. But just to be sure i’m not coming to work just to be kicked out…i called IT manager this morning and asked him if it’s ok to be “casual” instead of “business”, and he told me “ok, casual it is”. But nice to see people here all dressed up “business”, with a lot of animation and moving and ..whatever it takes to look good on TV.

Last night i had this serious talk with my girlfriend about our…let’s say future together, just before our night fuck. We decided that for the sake of our minds, we should rent some flat and move together…only the 2 of us…without my parents, without her parent..So, after “my salary raise” if there is going to be one (and if not, ….too bad for them), we will move together as planned tonight.

Well..yesterday evening i got my papers for my car, and my new numbers…so now i can drive legally on the streets without any doubts.

Yesterday i was talking to a married guy about women. My opinion: 99% of them are stupid. His opinion: after getting married, it’s getting worse than that. He said it’s unbelievable, but it could get worse than that…Well..i was not referring to my girlfriend though, but to that married woman who keeps playing with my brains from time to time…Man, that’s sick!..really really sick!

So…what else?..well..yesterday when i left from work i left my computer turned on cause i was moving everything (around 200GB) from one server to another server…which will eventually replace the first server. Well..it was done by the time i got here. And i did some update of the files and took aprox 10 minutes…which is great time actually. So, by the end of this week this new more powerful server will be up and running replacing the old one, which will be used for backup purpose.

Yesterday someone from Serbia sent me an e-mail which was sent to him by someone who’s some kind of manager there, a girl, a romanian girl. About restricting internet for people there and all that shit. Well, even though her english sucked big time, i could understand a big part of that e-mail. Well…requirements were – the most important part – to restrict every kind of instant messaging. The IT guy(s) there tried to modify server rules to make those changes….but as i can see now, someone there is still on yahoo messenger, so…nice changes, no doubts about it.

What will i have to do today…Well?..umm..make sure the new server will work under old settings from the old server which is still in place and running…and be sure that when people will decide we should switch them, that it will work as a charm, as planned…

What else?..umm..this morning i found an offline message on yahoo from a russian girl who i wanted to fuck once…but not anymore..she’s from the “crazy hoe” category…and the message was just “hi”…which was the same with the reply i gave..

This filipino girl i know…told me yesterday that she will wait for me till i get home for me to help her on her MS Access project. But, surprise, when i got home, she was already sleeping..so no helping yesterday..probably today, if she’s awake…And now, the married “crazy hoe” got to work and in a mood for chat…so i got to see what her crazy ass has to say today…

Just sick and tired of not having enough money…damn..
Friday i went to deal with all the shit necessary to make all papers needed for my car to be legal on the streets. Took a lot of time…and unfortunately a lot of money. I had in mind something around 100E….but actually was around 200E. Lucky me, ..my girlfriend had her mom’s credit card and we were able to take some money from that card and pay all that shit that i was supposed to. So now i owe around 200E to my girlfriend’s mom…and around 50E to my parents. Fuuuck! Bad thing is that …december is coming…december with drinks, parties, gifts and all that shit…but…no money. I made some math about my next salary, which is around 850E. So…300E for 1 bank, 100E for another bank, 200E for my future mother-in-law, 50E for my parents = 650E. Which means i’ll have for the whole month till 20th January…exactly…200E. Ain’t that a bitch?? I have 2 posibilities right now…1. find another company to work for and for more money than here (cause the raise of my salary ..as i’ve heard…will be forgotten) or 2. find some extra things to do…like…a second job…which actually means less time for me, but extra cash for my pocket.

I’ll wait to see what happens with the raise of my salary, and i’ll decide afterwards…that’s the best decision now. And actually, i’m waiting for a company to answer me about a part time job request. Hope they’ll hire me..